i told him i hated him

he texted me last thursday from bradleys... it was his brothers bday and he reminded me it was a year ago from that day we were at that bar together.. said he couldnt stop thinking about me.. he hadnt texted me all day. then i started crying after that text. i told him i hated him for telling me that. and that it had been a good day and now i was just sitting there crying. he hasnt texted me since that night. i was cool all weekend. was cool yesterday dont know why i keep thinking about it today. i just keep crying. why? i thought i was over it and tears just keep coming. im soooo tempted to text him. i want to so bad. but fucking damnit i know better then that.. i just want to so bad.