its the 1st of the month

and he wont leave. i dont know what to do. he wont pay half the bills and rent. i cant stand listening to his shit everyday. never has anything good to say.. just how wrong i do everything. how reluctant i am to change? who fucking says i want to change to his needs? no passion. no financial support even for himself. putting me down all day. what the fuck do i do.? stupid stupid day.. n now i get to go home to a 3 day weekend with him. going to try and burry myself in my own work. tune his fucked up words as much as i can.