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seen this onna other blog .. they say so much of what i feel.

No one can go back and change a bad beginning,but anyone can start now and create a successful ending.
Easy is to judge the mistakes of others.Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes.

If a problem can be solved, no need to worry about it.If a problem cannot be solved what is the use of worrying?

well my blogging days have been short. already a problem. why do some ppl need to know EVERYTHING? whats so wrong with just letting things be? ok let me put myself in his shoes. if he had a journal would i be offended that he wrote in it? no. . he has the right to have his own person feelings. writeing helps me. i know hes not a trusting person but i dont think i should have to pay for his mistrust if i havnt done anything.? i did shit that he didnt like at the begining. i didnt see it as such a bad thing. i wasnt looking at it from his view point. i stopped. and am still paying for it. for how long? hes done plenty for me to hold against him. he says that i do it in other ways. guess i should pay attention to that.. see what i can do. but i dont bagger him everyday. i dont bring things up EVERYDAY. im forcing it with him, i can see it now. he ready for it to be over. i just need to go. i knew from the begining how bad this was all going to be. was a bad start and i thought we could make something good out of it. he had so much of what i want.
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk all of this. fuck it all..... to much