anger Vs. Rage

rage 

–noun
1.
angry fury; violent anger.
2.
a fit of violent anger.
3.
fury or violence of wind, waves, fire, disease, etc.
4.
violence of feeling, desire, or appetite: the rage of thirst.
5.
a violent desire or passion.
6.
ardor; fervor; enthusiasm: poetic rage.
7.
the object of widespread enthusiasm, as for being popular or fashionable: Raccoon coats were the rage on campus.
8.
Archaic. insanity. –verb (used without object)
9.
to act or speak with fury; show or feel violent anger; fulminate.
10.
to move, rush, dash, or surge furiously.
11.
to proceed, continue, or prevail with great violence: The battle raged ten days.
12.
(of feelings, opinions, etc.) to hold sway with unabated violence.

im beyond angry. i have so much horrible in me right now. so much evil right under the surface its not going to take much to get me to burst. best thing for me to do is stay away.. we cant both be destructive. its over fine. wants to be petty like that fine. its over because of the "water bill" FINE! why the fuck am i tormenting me self? trying not to give up on him.. trying to be strong enough for him.. fuck it.. i need to be strong enough for myself! hes right he is a pleague, and i need to get out before i become just like him. i love him but i have to love myself more. sooo fucking funny its over again just before what would have been our anniversary! fuck him fuck all of this shit!