no amount of love is worth all this turmoil! i used to think as long as we love each other all the other shit will just fall into place! i was good to him i was faithful... nothing changed it only gets worse and worse. now im just mean and hateful just like him. love.. fuck love.. love shouldn't be like this. at this point im ready to go. just have to get my ducks in order and not let him lead me away from my goal. don't spend money that u don't have to! no fast food. no $40 trips to the movies! no more pot! fuck this shit! agh all this being said god if only a miracle would change him id take it all back for a chance to just love him.
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